This is the thinking-space for my curiosity. It is a collection of essays, research, and reflections where I unpack the ideas that shape my perspective—from the mechanics of the human mind to the challenges of the digital age.
Because these are personal snapshots rather than professional opinions, they are inevitably unfinished and subjective. They represent a search for understanding rather than a declaration of truth. If you find these subjects compelling, I encourage you to use them as a starting point to seek out proper sources and form your own conclusions.
The entries are organized into four main themes:
Psychology & Neuroscience
Exploring the mechanics of the brain and nervous system.
Philosophy & Society
Examining the beliefs and values we use to navigate the world.
Art & Technology
Analyzing the tools and systems that shape our creativity.
Reflections
Personal notes on travel, music, and subjective experience.
The Fracture in the Soul: Navigating Digital Dysphoria
We inhabit two conflicting realities: the slow, finite heaviness of the body and the instant, boundless perfection of the screen. This friction creates a specific, pervasive exhaustion known as "Digital Dysphoria." This essay explores why the modern individual feels stretched across these divergent planes and asks a critical question: as we merge further with the machine, do we understand what we are leaving behind?
Art and Aphantasia
How can a visual artist create without a mind's eye? This post is a deep dive into my experience with total aphantasia—the inability to form any mental imagery or other sensory experiences. I explore how this condition shapes an artistic process based not on visualization, but on intuition, discovery, and a constant dialogue with the physical work.